Ridiculous to be honest

How ridiculous I was as a ridicule to the multitude, to be honest it was so ridiculous that sometimes i stop to think to myself how it came about. everything that happens in this day could be ridiculous you just have to find away to achieve this things if you the feeling to be honest. To be honest . . . . . I'm not being honest right now, is a vvery ridiculous thought to think about to be honest. If you think about it its pretty mind boggling because you don't know what to believe to be honest . . . . .